Tomorrow...

I will have a kindergartner.

Kindergarten. Time flies.

The emotions are intense over this. My babies will all be my babies. I just am completely overwhelmed with the joy that they have brought to my life. And all the emotion that goes with that.

Then Saturday, our youngest turns three. Again, just the thought gets me choked up.

Being a mom. The most important thing I've ever done with my life.

Hey old friend

It's been awhile. We have been very busy...lots of go go go.

I just started my new job last week, and while it's not what I imagined, I am sticking it through for now. We need me to do so. Hopefully it gets a bit better. It doesn't help much that the boys aren't adjusting well yet to me working full time. They'll get there.

I am currently working on the fitness/health aspect of my 101 goals. We attend the gym about three times a week and have a great program going on. It has helped immensely with energy and just all around feeling better. The weight loss side of it is slow going, but hopefully soon I'll see more results there, too.

It's hard to believe its July already. We have so much to get done before our "busy season" starts in just under two months. And I know it'll go fast. It's a busy, busy summer for us. Or maybe just a busy, busy life.

Onward from here

A lot has happened in the last two weeks. And of course, our final goal of the last 6+ months has been achieved. A year ago, we thought we were going into something completely different than it turned out. We may be back to what looks like where we started, but it's more our restart. We have a whole new outlook now and are working each day towards bettering our lives. Lots of plans ahead!

I will most likely be moving my blog soon, and will update more then.

The end in sight

After a month and a half of hard core stress about the husband's work situation, we FINALLY received good news. We are still in the waiting game, but finally on the happy ending side of it all. It has been almost a year since this madness began. A journey that has brought us closer as a couple, helped us appreciate the little things in life, and shown us what truly matters to our hearts and souls. It is also a journey that has brought back to the "beginning", although for us it's the end of what nearly felt like a nightmare.

"What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from."
- T. S. Eliot

Poem morning

[i carry your heart with me(i carry it in] by E. E. Cummings : The Poetry Foundation

A month lost

I didn't blog at all in March. Busy is as busy does. And being busy really is just an excuse. A recap would just reveal that while we are closer to the husband's move back date, we really are no closer to knowing exactly what is happening. Many variables are still up in the air. So that leaves us really stressed and a bit scrambling to get it together. Just like we were a year ago as we were still waiting for answers about moving to "Exile" in the first place. It's been a long year, and I really will be ready to put it behind us. Soon. Hopefully.

Starting on myself

I have several of my goals that have to do with my personal well being and spiritual health. I'm beginning on this in March. Starting with setting aside an amount of time as strictly "me time." Eventually this will be working back into meditating. It's a part of pre-baby life that I really miss. That and my yoga. I'm thinking I might start doing an actual yoga class even once the husband is home. I am looking forward to getting my own self back on track.