Ah yes...finally, back to go old fashioned human connections.
We got to spend some time with friends and meeting new people today. It was really nice to be around other people, other adults for that matter. For awhile I was able to forget the hard times and rough emotional rollercoaster. It felt great talking, joking, hanging out, and making connections with these people. I'm so glad we had the opportunity to go to the BBQ/party and have some fun.
Only hard part is now I return to reality and every day life. I know that the solitary, hermit lifestyle appeals to someone out there, but surely its not me. Granted, I am neither living in solitude or as a hermit. The point is more that the current lack of adult interaction hurts my inner core. I am a extrovert, a social butterfly, a people person. My soul thrives on it. My mental health depends upon it. I need to find a way to remedy my current "ailment" because I feel I may be close to a breaking point. Today was the most fun I have had since the move. By far, our best day yet. This says to me, that we need to find a way to fix this and soon.
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