And fast!
I have so much to do. We all have a lot to do in a very short amount of time. There are preparations on both ends of this as well. Yesterday was a bit stressful because things weren't working out exactly how we had hoped/liked, but I think we have worked it all out now...at least I hope so. There is always some anxiety that comes with big decisions, at least for me, but I just keep telling myself that in the long run its for the better.
Seven months almost always seems like a short time span, until now. After being separated from all the things we love and enjoy, its been the longest seven months. I am ready to feel at ease and to relax. I realize now that I have been on edge in some way or form the entire time we have been here. I need the break, that's for sure.
We tried. We tried hard. But this just has not worked for us. Its not a good fit. I feel somewhat guilty about that, but when you feel this awful deep down inside, there is no denying that we just do not belong in Dallas. Its not for our family. Its not even beneficial for our family. We need to be home. And apparently, this is not home.
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