Refresh

So while I haven't been to church in quite some time...for many reasons that I do not need to get into on here...I have pulled out some of my worship music and other Christian music cds.  I don't feel all music needs to be Christian music, or anything else in life like that either.  I do feel that we are called to be Christians WITHIN the world around us, not eliminate all things around us to only be Christian and only Christian.  But I digress.  The point is that it really feels like I need to spend sometime on my own spirituality and faith.  I haven't done this is a very long time.  I need the refreshing feeling of this.  I miss singing alone in a room all my own and feeling on a whole different spiritual level, in tune with Yahweh.  I need some time to focus on such things again.  While I've had my reasons, I do feel the need for a renewal, a refresher, of the heart and soul.