Renew in Me

I don't doubt my faith.  But like I have posted recently, I need renewal.  I need my soul and spirit to be refreshed and renewed.  

So I started listening to an album that I probably have not touched in almost 10 years.  I truly would not doubt it has been that long.  And while I am not broken down and in pieces in worship, and not necessarily saying I need to be for a refreshing taste of the Spirit.  But I am touched by not only that I still know each and every worship song word for word, but also that I am able to spend this time for myself getting reacquainted with my faith.

So here is where I feel I am at this moment of my life...in the river, praying for renewal and refreshment:

Find me in the river
Find me on my knees
I've walked against the water
Now I'm waiting if you please

We've longed to see the roses
But never felt the thorns
And bought our pretty crowns
But never paid the price

Find me in the river
Find me there
Find me on my knees with my soul laid bare
Even though you're gone and I'm cracked and dry
Find me in the river, I'm waiting here

Find me in the river
Find me on my knees
I've walked against the water
Now I'm waiting if you please

We didn't count on suffering
We didn't count on pain
But if the blessing's in the valley
Then in the river I will wait