Across the 2nd Dimension

Some days I feel stuck in the 2nd dimension.  I feel like we are just walking through the steps right now and not really getting to do much else.  We are in "time out" right now.  That's how it feels being here.  I know that is so absolutely negative, but I've tried...truly I am trying every day...to just be okay with where we are for now.  And its not working.  Exile is exile no matter how you look at it.  Dramatic? Eh, probably.  But than if that is how you think I am reacting (or over-reacting), just use my schooling as an excuse.  I know a lot of this has to do with being sort of "stuck" with not having a vehicle or way to get out to meet people.  As much as I'm all for the bus and the train system here, the heat is so overbearing right now that I cannot be out alone with the boys in this.  There's no way I would do that.  I guess I just want to feel better and I don't know how to do that.  But hopefully this weekend will bring a little pick-me-up.  Ha! Its only the end of Monday, and I'm already talking about the weekend.  See...told you.