Relief

I have started on a melatonin/herbal supplement.  WOW!  One night and already I can deal the difference.  Sleep was actually restful, even if short.  I am already about to drift off to sleep again after tonight's dose.  Seriously, I cannot remember the last time that I drifted off to sleep instead of major crashing from sleep deprivation or forcing myself to sleep after hours and hours of just laying there.  Finally.  Something that is working for me.  I need this so badly and am really happy that it works thus far. 

There are 16 days until we officially have a two year old on our hands.  I don't even know how to comprehend that just yet.  I still feel like we just brought him home from the hospital.  I bet I cry on his birthday.  Yes, I am that mom.  These last two years have been so crazy and whirlwind!  I cannot believe by the end of the year, the boys will be two years old and five years old.  It happens all so quickly.

The emotions are starting to roll in, so I am pretty sure that means I need to go to sleep.  Aaah the restfulness of slumberland, how I have missed thee....zzzzzzzzzzzzz